I feel like I have just crashed into a wall

Concerning the Pet CT scans for Gina, the doctor sent me an email saying  “Unfortunately, the pet scan was denied, despite the insurance company oncologist realizing that we will likely end up spending more money without the pet scan in the long run”.

My team of specialists were waiting for the PET CT Scan results in order to figure out their next steps.

I guess the insurance company  does not care if I am able to raise my three young children, use my hands or live.

I want to stop my progressive degenerative disease.

Now what?!?!   A DEAD END?